From where I stand

From where I stand on my road to recovery. Taking everything one day at a time. Slowly,  but surely. Recovery is a long and tedious road, but thankfully I'm not alone.

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Con amor,

Yaris ♡

I want to take you on a journey with me.

I'm not good at sharing personal aspects of my life, but I forgot the reason that I started this blog was to help me cope.

So in an attempt to open up more (a sad attempt at that) I'm going to invite you guys to come with me (keep me company) on a journey.

I'm in the process of getting a service dog and thought it would be a good idea to record the process here since it's such a stressful process. I'm not at the stage where I'm comfortable with my disability, in fact it's a source of embarrassment for me. I'm very disappointed in myself, but this isn't what this blog post is about. That is a story for another day.

All I want to ask for now is if you guys would like to join me in this journey?It is a new stage in my life that I'd like to share. At the same time maybe learn about each other too........

Con amor,

Yaris ♡

slowly, but surely.

Slowly,  but surely I'm getting better.

It's an uphill battle, so I'm taking it one step at a time

Hopefully I'll get better

Con amor,

Yaris ♡

Today is my first time leaving my dorm for about a week and a half.....

I have some serious things to think about my future and my health

i'm a shitty person....

Every time I open my mouth I mess things up.....

I'm a horrible friend
I don't deserve my friends
They deserve better





I'm a pathetic person... why am i even allowed to live?

I'm scared

I don't know why, and I don't know what's happening to me but I feel scared.

I'm terrified, not knowing how I feel yet feeling all these emotions. Physical and emotional pain.....

I'm not stable emotionally right now.... For a moment I feel happy, then I feel worthless.

I don't know what to do with myself right now.... I just want to sleep and not deal with anything.